Hrmph.

Okay, so the first week back has not gone so well. It hasn't gone terribly either, but I definitely wouldn't say it's gone well. I weighed myself the other night, and starting with W (which was my weight when I began this last summer), I am still W-6 pounds. So not bad, right?? That means that I only gained back four over the school year ... although I still kinda feel like a roly poly.

Food has been bad news this week. Here is my problem: I live in opposite extremes. Right now, I'm not really watching what I'm eating. I'll eat things that are delicious and terrible for me. But at the same time, I have days where I don't really eat much. This is primarily due to the fact that I am lazy, tired, and can't force myself to wake up any earlier than I already do. Thus, lunch usually is just a cup of yogurt and a few chocolates, and sometimes nothing at all. So I either eat a lot of bad stuff, or not much at all. I don't think that can be good.

Now. On the working out front, I think things could be worse. Winter + my hatred of cold and snow + working out = nonexistent. It doesn't happen. But! Since spring has arrived, I've generally worked out one or two days a week. Also not great, but I think more than I was doing last year. And my workouts have at least felt productive, so that's good, right?

Anyway, I worked out tonight and then sent Matt to get Burger King. I guess I'll start counting points next week.

Ultimately, this is what I want: to feel good, sexy, and comfortable in a bikini. Is that so much to ask?